I remember after prom, when i woke up crying because i realize that he was gone. But that was only for a moment but this time, he'll be there for 2 years. don't get me wrong though, he'll still be coming back to spend his holidays in S'pre. Can't wait for him to get back and all of us can just gather again and have the time of our lives(: I had a lot of fun hanging out with them. and i hope that feeling will never change. Everyone was so emotional on tht day. Never have i see guys cry because of a friend. who wouldn't? they have been friends since sec 1, all the memories just came flashing back.and all the fun times they had. I only had some because i became close to him in sec 3. But they were meaningful memories. fun ones. though i may annoy him, atleast it made him smile and laugh. Of course, i wouldn't continue annoying someone if they are really annoyed. I have my limits and i have my own status to protect. I don't want to be labelled 'the annoying bitch'. i rather be labelled 'the annoying friend'. The day of jalan raya, he kept looking at me and i kept looking at him. I could see that he was happy to see khairul so happy with me. I could see it in his eyes 'they are meant for each other'. i remember that day, i was so terrified because his face was so calm; which feels wrong. But he was just happy and sad that that will be his last jalan raya before he flies off to UK. At the airport, a friend said tht maybe he still has some feelings for me when looking back to sec 4 when he confessed to me. well, i don't think so. I just know he moved on from amira and he's just yearning for that right girl to come by. If she comes, she's going to be lucky. while i have the guy that loves me and it is so right to feel his love. it feels like home. we may vend our anger on one another but i'll always blame it on the stress. I am a lady. A lady usually thinks with her heart and a man usually thinks with his brain only a few thinks with both heart and brain. Going back to the story, i'll always pray for your safety and may Allah be by your side always and make you a better muslim(: Amin.